Some friends of our are moving

Okay, our friends aren't actually moving until May or June but I'm already dreading it. I've known they were moving for a while now but it didn't really hit me until Sunday at church. I don't know if I was hormonal or what but I was having a hard time keeping it together. I was very briefly imagining "the goodbye" and it was just too much. I'm not much of a cryer most of the time. I try to avoid that if at all possible. I got home from church and had a good little cry while I was washing dishes. I hate washing dishes. Anyway, I know they won't be gone forever and I know we'll always be close but I'm still dreading it. It's like hanging over me, just this tinge of sadness that I can't really shake off. Good friends are hard to come by. Friends that feel like family are next to impossible to come by. And I don't want them to leave.